See ya laters!

This Friday is my last day in the tri-cities! I'm leaving for Logan, Utah and am way excited! I'm excited for all of it! But on the down side, this week is sure gonna suck! Everyone keeps telling me that I'll meet new and better friends at college and that its so much more fun. I really believe that but....i still have people here who i love and care about that i find really hard to say goodbye to! The people here, i have know my whole life and grew up with. These are the people with who i have learned who i am. 18 years of memories were made here and its not something i can just up and leave so easily. I know I'm taking this harder than most people, but i just really gonna miss it here. This is my home, my Friends and family are my home. It's a big change that i know i need to do, but right now i just want to take the time to write about how much everyone here has meant to me. I have made some truly lasting friendships, I've had some adults in my life that have made a difference to me and have helped me so much, I've had some great guy friends who have been great examples to me of how i want my future husband to be like. I've had a great life! I know moving on to the next chapter will be even greater, but its just plain hard! I need to wear my pink cowboy boots that make me feel tough! haha

Last night i said my first "see ya laters", and it sucked! I can only imagine all the more i will say this week! I know that I'll see everyone again on holidays and stuff and i know I'm making this see like I'm leaving for my death bed! But i just take goodbyes really hard! Pulling away from their house i just started crying! (I cry a lot though!) It made me think of all the good memories i have had and then it got me thinking of how hard its gonna be to say goodbye to my best friend and then my family! hahaha i think too much sometimes! I've had a lot of great times here with some many people and am gonna miss them all, but i am excited for the new friends I'll make and the great times i will have and the many more memories I'll make. And its nice to know that your friends and family here will always care for you and will always be your friends that you'll get to see again!

Next time you hear from me, I'll be in my own apartment! Chyaaaa!