Unhappy....

So i just kinda want to vent!!! I'm so sick of being ignored by a certain person! This person and me use to be best friends but then stuff happened and now we're barely hanging on to a friendship. I know this person wants space and all but i'm trying so hard to just be simple friends who talk and hang out every ONCE in a while. Its not like i want to text nonstop everyday and hang out every chance i got. I text once a week to see if this person has any time during the week to do something. I hate when you know they read your text messages but just don't reply. Days later when i confront, stupid excuses are made. REALLY?! But then again maybe i'm holding on to a relationship that i want back but the other person just feels maybe it's better for the both of us to move on.... I just hate losing my old best friend. But i'm trying to be understanding and i feel that i am for the most part. But i don't understand how this person can't just respond and acknowlegde the most simplests things! It makes me feel i'm not worth that. But i don't know what this person is going through and thinking so i'm trying hard not to judge them or make crazy thoughts in my head of why they do what they do. I just need to smile, change my thoughts, and go do something that will make me happy.

Oh and side note....... work and poop!!!! For some odd reason i'm the accident pron one, figures! We took the kids to the public swimming pool and i went to the concessions with some of them and sat down at the table with them. Only thing is...i sat in poop.... HUMAN POOP! Serisouly! And then yesterday, we were playing tree ball which is kinda like ultimate frisbee. I stepped in fresh dog crap. And i mean this was nasty dog poop! They could smell me like 10 feet away! I smealt like poop all day! Gosh my luck is just so great!!! BLAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!