Elder Holland :)

Today Elder Holland came to talk to us in the Spectrum. I was soooo excited to hear him speak! It was such an amazing feeling to have an apostle in the same room as me. He was talking about Joseph Smith, a memorial for him. Elder Holland has such a strong testimony of him and a great love for him! He is  such a great speaker! After he finished talking, the choir than sang "Praise to the Man". HOLY COW!!!!!! I got the chills and felt the spirit! My testimony and my love for Joseph Smith grew just a little bit. I can't say that instantly my testimony just grew and grew, but it did a little bit more and my appreciation for Joseph smith grew. I am indebted to him. He was so strong and brave and soo close to God. Its just so amazing to think of. I am so glad i got the opportunity to hear Elder Holland talk!! :)

Endless love!!!

My love for this boy is endless......... I was worried about this semester of college. Worried because many of my friends and family were leaving, worried about making new friends and being happy! Well i called my mom the other day and she told me that when the family said morning prayer, that Stephen said it. She said that he prayed that I wouldn't be lonely and that i would be able to make new friends and that i would just be happy!! Coming from a 13 year old boy who loves video games and sports, meant the world to me! I miss that boy so much! Watching movies with him and cuddling, doing our fist bump, wrestling, going on runs for ice cream or Slurpee's, getting my butt kicked when we play NBA on the PlayStation, and hearing him tell me every night, "Goodnight Kim, Love you"! I am the luckiest girl in the world to get him as my brother! And you know what?? This week for some reason i have been just so happy! Not for any particular reason, but i just am! And i have already made some new friends from my classes and haven't felt lonely! Heavenly Father heard my brothers prayer and it was answered! I am so blessed and so thankful for that boy! <3

STRESSED!!!!!

SOOO STRESSEDDD!!! First day of school and I'm already stressed! The whole money things is killing me. Yes i have a job and making money, but the cost of tuition this semester was ridiculous and now the books!!! gah!!! My bank account is running low! And then i start thinking about next year and i get even more freaked out wondering how i am going to come up with the money. I am going to have to work my butt off this summer and have lots of faith! I just need to take a deep breath and let this week go by and let things simmer down and i know I'll be OK! :)